Day # 50 , I didnt want to go back being one half of th equation .

HeyAloha .
Woke up @ 10plus tday .
Studied abit of sci , ate breakfast ,
Watched tvee , audi-ed w Lijun : - ) .
Aft that , tvee agn . : ) .
Whole day's boring ,
learned how to choose own song , edit and put as ringtone for iphone .
Camping @ home th whole day bah .
Byeebyee .

- I cant get you out of my mind ever since i check my inbox tday .
I saw th way , people commented on your posts and stuff .
Then i realised , its all my wishful thinking .
I should forget you , you're over already .
i shouldnt even have considered something called waiting .
What i hope , would be impossible .
Its just my W-I-S-H-F-U-L T-H-I-N-K-I-N-G .
Get that in my brain .
get that right .
Its time to forget , when he practically did .
Its time to stop thinking that 6months later , he'd be back .
All this is just my own fucking illusion .
Get that into ur brain already , everyth is a fake .
say goodbye , giveup ...