Day # 49 , You're haunting me , appearing in every dream .

Aloha , : - ) .
Bored during th weekends , but more relax .
Science homework is killing me alrd. : - ( .
Physic test on Monday , but , cfm fail .
Cus I can't get a thing in .
Urgh , anw , nothing much t blog alrd .
Buai : - ) .

- dreamt of you ytd agn .

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Kfc , Ultimite value box fr dinner (: .
Didnt studied . Talked w Lijun about some stuffs .
Many advices too : - ) ,
Anyway , downstairs = emo post .
hyper people , dont look .

- Im really really hurt .
Really , i cant describe my words .
At least last year , i could cry . Now i cant cry .
Yet , im in pain . I wish you'd like someone else .
I wish you'd stead someone else , and to stop knowing what your actions .
Im like fucking hurt , everyth is so fucking impossible .
i want so much to be in more pain , because , this is th last time i cry .
I remembered everyth we did , every memory .
Happy , Tearful , it all contained you .
I remembered your hurtful words , and everyth you did .
Maybe , im really numb to all th hurt alrd .
I trusted you to be th one , but you aint .
Then , dont appear in my dream .
Whatever i had hoped , is impossible . ): .
Im really so hurt , maybe i shouldnt have trusted you t be th one .
Maybe , everyth you did , were nothing .
And for so long , i lived in a illusion like a fool .
I'll never forget one sentence you gave me .
" Its not like you never hurt me before " .
You're right . But did you ever cried for someone ?
Did you ever had a severe breakdown ?
Did you cried til , you couldnt , get back on ur feet ?
This sentence you gave me , i'll never forget .
So maybe , youre just paying all my hurt to you back right ?
maybe , im really a toy .
I want to be like all my friends do , be happy .
But i cant anymore , no true happiness within .
But i still have to try , have to be .
Goodbye ...


Tell them all i know now , shout it from the rooftop .
Write it on th skyline , All we had was gone now ,
tell them i was happy , & My heart is broken ,
all my scars are open , Tell them what i hoped would be impossible .