Aloha ,
School was about national day luh .
Fucking boring i swear .
Dumb talks and those singers , practically pierced my eardrum .
Then , th sun was fucking hot , and principle talking cock .
Bolun , Jiankun , lijun and me were joking + eating maggie mee behind (Y) .
Then , aft whole celebration , went tiong .
Then , cus of some reasons , went home first .
Then , tvee and game , then comp .
- Yes you ,
I brokedown today again , thanks to you _|_ .
Along th way , i was crying , then i cried downstairs .
I don't even understand how'd you , moved on ,
forget everything , maybe you're that heartless .
maybe you intended to hurt me .
Lost feelings would never come back .
But im not going to be th old me , to wait .
No , i won't .
I hope you'll find a better girl thn me , cus ,
You was my one in a million , and you still are .
But i wasnt , and wont be . You know what ?
Its time to wakeup . The memories you have gave me ,
i don't want them , they'd only give me more pain .
telling me how much i want to be banged by a car .
How much i want to die , you'll never know how much hurt .
You've gaven me . Everything is a joke and seems so simple to you .
yet , it hurts me like a knife , i cry ,
cry in my sleep , cry to sleep , cry when i wake , and cry when im blogging .
And you're everywhr , laughing , going out with your frens .
This was how much i meant . and yet , you meant so much to me .
No words can express how i feel . I really wished ,
i didnt like you anylonger .
Goodbye . It'll take time , to forget you ..
It will take me a long time . And this time , i have to .
I really hope one day , you'll be happier without me .
cus thats what it was .
I wish fate , didnt had me to met you . And i wasnt so adament .
41 days , and im still not over ,
what can i do .
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