To be your lover was all I evered dream

Heylohellohai .
Ytd fell asleep @ 6pm . Til tday .
Replied texts (L) . Went to schl @ 7.10 . ;boo .
Ah . Lessons = one word = boring .
Ihategessttvm . I wanna transf .
Parents helping me ask alrd (Y) .
Srsly . Gess to me = fucking lonely + fucking bad memories -.- .
Uh . Went home in th rain = (Y) .
And listened to yu ai .
Gah . Supposed I gave up luh bah ? (Y) .

- maybe cus I still have a soft spot fr you .
But also . I srsly dc you and what I feel alrd . Your feeling fade jiue fade bah . You can like others fr all I care .
Cus aft every rain . There's bound to be a rainbow . So yeah . Bye .


& to have your heart was all I ever wished .

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went out with parents (L) .
Found pet shops . Dun have th rabbit I wan .
Tmrw thn go see . Rawr . But , rabbit machiam dog -.- .
Toilet train + hop . LOL .
Cut nails , bathe , cut fur . Argh .
And th cage is uber big ? .__.?
okay . Yah . Dinner = new York new York (Y) .
Cck > gwc > homed . :) .


- I miss th memories too much .
其实我不快乐 .
I wonder alot at times .
How could you forget and pretend nothing has ever happened ?
I realised . I still love you veh much . Yet I can't have you .
You're just so near . But when I reach out , you go away . Further and further .
Why ? Why did our promises had to be broken ?
Why ? Why did you fade your feelings ?
Why did you forget ? I can't take it anymore .
I know I love you . But I should let you go alrd .
You probably , alrd like others . & you'll neh no how much I'm hurting .
Yeah . I love you . I loved you too much .
So what am I supposed to do ?