Day # 31 .

Aloha .
Imma back to blogging .
Nothing much @ schl today , pretty boring .
Starting to hate my life more & more .
Cca is pretty a waste of time .
Homed @ 6plus .
Im pretty moodless , pretty sick .

- Day # 31 . I cant , cant go on anymore .
I dont need you to know , dont need you to care ,
Just need you , to leave me alone .
I just need you , to when you see me , turn around , walk away .
The memories , you gave me . are the best of my 14 years of life .
but they are also th worse . Theres a price for everything .
Including luvz , im hurt . Really :( .
All th memories come rushing back . You might not feel it .
Thats your buisness , But its true . I luvz you for you .
I was dumb , stupid , retarded enough , to luvz you fr your flaws .
I keep crying . Its stupid , its lame .
Ive had enough . really , truly enough .
Everytime , you told me , you wouldnt go . It meant you would .
I was dumb enough , to believe fr one second . Forever existed .
I don want to have this memories .
i want to just , be banged down by a lorry / car .
im crying puddles now . I remembered all you said .
all you promised .
I remembered your words . I remembered everything you said .
and i cant forget .
I miss you , i miss everyth we once had .