Day # 30

Hellohello ^^v .
Okay , emo post @ th back . Dont look if youre hyper .
but no one's gonna look anw .
Anw ! Today :
Had Chinese , got back test paper .
Since talking about test , shall just post all th three test results .
Eng : 35/50 .
Chi : 26/50 . ( Be grateful i passed )
Science : 22/30 .
Then , aft chi , had recess , stayed in class to fold hearts (: .
Then , aft folding hearts , had lit .
I hate sitting in front . So cant slack -.-" !
Then , aft lit , had science . Went to th lab .
Then , maths . Sweets kena confiscate .
iskandar shah kena punish , and i was laughing like a fucktard .
Aft schl , went eighteen chefs , tiong , schl .
Then @ schl , fold hearts . then go library .
Saw caryn , wanqing .
Haix , same case as caryn mummy . ): .
Dunno how . Haix , then aft tht , went home @ arnd 6plus .
had tution . then , dinner , comped .
And yah , end of day .

- One month without you .
& im not dead . but ever since youre gone .
im abnormal . I eat alot . I try to laugh .
Without knowing , im surpressing my feelings .
yes , yes i am . I tell myself , im not hungry . Cus i have no appetite .
then , when i eat , i truly am i hungry . Then ,
i feel like vomiting . and got myself sick .
then , i cant surpress it . Haiz , i miss those times we almost had .
you know ? no , you'll never know .
No one will really know . & im not breaking down .
I truly want to break down , cus i know , breaking down will be th best way ,
to let go and giveup .
Can anyone , break me down ? ): .