Candice ` 14 .
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Hey , fuckyou , Im Candice . I'm contradictory, Im selfish , Im direct , I don't think before i speak & I tend to hurt others really easy ; Im sorry . I've changed since you last met me , I don't think for others w/o considering fr myself , Yes , Im a bitch , & No , Im not sorry fr that ; @ all .
I've velly bad mood swings , I throw my temper @ anyone who irritates me , Im not sweet & soft spoken like th other girls . Dun ask me why , Im just not .
I adore SweetSoftToys Cz they're Just so velly adorable .
Im not gna be @ my best 24/7 , Dun expect me t be .
- Someday You'll regret knowing me , ( winks ) .

Tuesday, July 20, 2010



Day # 24 ; Im hurting .


Unbreak my heart .
Ive been listening to that song . for days .
Ive been crying since yesterday and today .
Ive been trying to giveup day by day .
Did you know , One year before we met ,
I used to had th "Him" in my wishlist , til i met you .
I changed it to Happy how many months and blah .
Then it disappeared fr 6months , and reappeared .
But now , its gone forever . You know ?
No one would knew th amt of pain im suffering deep inside .
i cant pull through . its so hard .
Everyone says , youre not worth it . Seriously .
But i do , i really still think you do .
Im stubborn and reluctant to know that youre gone forever .
I need to accept this truth . thats what i need to do .
To stop being stubborn . but my heart aches , my head aches .
and i cant breathe , cus im crying so hard .
I find no words to express .
I wish to move on , and really be truly happy , knowing that we're over .
i doubt you've remembered everything right ?
Memories kills , i really feel like dying you know ?
It hurts , hurts alot . I didnt used to felt this way .
but ive surpressed it . and im hurting .
Mia ...

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