Day # 23 ): .

Im trying so hard , too hard to be happy without you .
Day 23 . I have to make sure .
Tday is th day , i learn to get over you .
I really really thought i got over you .
until i realised , unknowingly .
Im counting th days we ended .
You know what ? You'll neh see this .
And i dunno why am i typing this .
I only know , i hurt like hell and bleed like a rose does .
My tears cant stop rolling .
I want so much to stop loving you like you did .
You no what ?
this tears , aint fake at all you know .
did you know , how much i really cared when i didnt see you @ schl ?
i really hoped you'd be okay .
I want to uncry this tears . i want to be happy .
i want to let go .
Th only way to do it . Is to frget you ,
Every smile i give , hides a millions tears .
I used to thought , if there was a time machine ,
what i would do , is to be a better stead .
but now , i only hoped we hadnt started .
Then i wouldnt be crying , while you smiling .
Ive been surpressing my tears fr so long , and now i finally know .
i wasnt that strong , i was just pretending .
I've been hurt thrice . who is so stupid like me ?
I should stop pretending to be strong , stop that smile .
and just let it out .. Im really hurt nao .
I dun want to see you .
I want so much to be happy without you , and stop loving you .
and stop feeling , but i cant ..
I just deleted you from facebook , blocked you from msn .
because , ive accepeted th fact , you can never unbreak my heart .
How can i forget you ? Dun leave me in all this pain really ..
come back and bring back my smile would you ?
But its a no ..
Goodbye and farewell my luvz .