First dedications :D .
" Everything will be Okay , If its not , Th end is not here " Lijun .
" Crying is a waste of time , money , energy , cus crying Need tissue , washing machine ( if u wipe on clothes ) , water . Smile no nid money ! " Odessa .
" Be strong dear , he's not worth it , Cus without him , ur world wun end " Yenyi .
" Ur world revolves arnd finding th right guy , and not dying fr th wrong guy " Xueting .
" Im here for you , like no matter whut , But hes not worth for hurting u twice " Eunice .
" Luv him once , its okay , luv him twice , dun invest , luv him thrice , might as well gone for good . " Veon , Enai .
" Its okay to liv without luv , but not okay to live without frens " Adeline Aiai .
" Cheerup dear , ure never th worse as me as i was in th past " Sheralynn .
" Tears are only worth th pain , when its for th right guy , who never hurts you " Shuqi .
" Boys , moveon , heckcare , find new one " Justin .
Thanks peeps , for th concern u guys showered me ytd :D .
Appreciated and luv it loads .
Without it uh , i wldnt be like able to survive ytd .
But srsly , its my first time , one day healed over my heartache :D .
Maybe in schl , i would burst out when i see him , go crazy over him .
But whut matters was , My wound healed once .
Doesnt matter if it bursts , so long as im strong , and time will get me over .
Th past 6months , helped me controll my feelings , more readily .
srsly , i know when im happy , when i could live on .
Guys were never worth a dime , i agree with whut my luvzxc told me :D .
Cus someday , he would be overoverover .
Morning , woke , ate , slept .
woke again , replied text messages from luvz , all thought imma dead -_- .
Im happy tht this r/s ended off thou :D , it wasnt as good as it seems .
It seems like god gave me this chnce , to open up my smallsmall eyes !
Ytd went airport , realised my ambition again :D .
Bleah , chatted w peeps and stuffs .
tday uh , mama went out , I have my com to myself XD .
Papa's gna take me fr a swim nxt thurs , sleep w me and mama , and dinner-ing w us XD .
030610 waiting for june's outing w sher and eunice :D .
Had been listening to strong girl , and th lyric's like so me :D .
alrights , edit ltr :D .
off to tube tube .
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Wheee ! Went to meet w fres (L) !
Gin and vodka , great mix (L) .
Luvzxc :D . Went out w mama aft meeting them .
Audied whole day , Ohmyluv .
Gng back in soon , brb peeps :D .
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-Boy , everyone says th same old fucking thing to me .
Bt do they no th agony i go thru ?
Ihateyou , i really really do .
But yet , i fucking luv you too .
which isit ? Ive moved on abit ,
but im here reminiscing , and lying to myself .
i fucking hate chu . but i still do . i rmbed how you wiped my tears .
but were they really thr ? or just a dream ?
I really mssed you and those times .
pls dun make me cry .
Cus its hurting me alot , too much .
much more thn last yr .
Stop ruining me , i cant protect myself when its you .
i cant , i just cant , cus when i see u i melt .
Im so afraid , im lying to myself . Im crying in th dead of th night .
I just cant pretend anymore , i luved u for 1yr gng 3months .
whut do u rly expect me to do ? have u really luved me ?
or have you moved on ? do you really hate me ?
Can you let me know , why im still feeling for you ?
aft whut u did ?
Im stupid to be suffering still aft all of this time .
U meant everyth to me , but nw , you went away .
did i ever meant anyth to you ? i dwna move on .
Imissyou , I luvyou . im decieving myself .
But you ? You dun .. No longer ..
and whut can i do ? I cant let you no , im bloody hell sad .
anymore ,
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