`/ Maybe he's not that guy , but im that girl



Hellohello :D ,
Imma back to blogging ,
No schl tday v.v .
Bored actually , morning woke up .
Replied text messages ,
Did my usual drills , went audi .
Dad went to buy DonPie for me :D .
Gah , chatted on phone with someone .
msn-ed , with lijun and eunice .
Nth much :D , Edit later :D .

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Went audi :D . Met alot ppl .
Hohoho ,Waiting for them to online , wait so long .
Hmms , Just nao , went downstairs to find Baby :D .
Teeheehee , ate chips with baby and slackslack :D .
nth much lah tday :D , I luv peace .
And solitude . Hohoho .
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Im taking alot of courage , to blog abt this .
to srsly tok about my feelings instead of keeping it in my heart .
Im so afraid , sometimes i get this ache in my heart , tht im so bloody afraid .
One by one everyone will leave me , im not such a good girl .
"You wun be at th top for 24 hours , cus aft 24hours , th world revolves ,
and u might be at th bottom . " Veon
I know that too , but when heart's fears are conquering and overcoming you .
Wht are u supposed to do anyway ? Im really sick and tired of having this constant fear in my tummy and heart . Im sick and tired of life , and having worrying about ,
the next day stuffs and happenings .
" The next day would be a gift , and not a nasty surprise " Baby
He told me this , all i have to do , is to believe .
But since th day tht my hopes and believed crashed , im finding it hard to believe .