‘/ If only love was easy as Abc , and u diddnt tore my heart



hello .
Imma back to blogging . Fucking down nao thou .
Haizxc , thanks Eunice , Veon , Yenyi , Sean lee , Xueting , Ndrea , Lijun , Sheena , Meilia (:
for comforting me nao (: ..
Although, imma still down nao .
Haizxc , boy , I wish I could end this endless torment .
Whether I'm w you or I'm not , th pain is still thr .
Maybe , we just ain't meant to be . I srsly , dunno wht to do alrd .
Maybe you're better off with someone else , I just have to get used,
to being alone agn . Get used to th past like it was , cus I know ,
I srsly dun mean anyth, whtever u said to me , u were just paying Lipservice .
U said I meant smth to you , I refused to believe u and ur
endless lies , bt I did in th end , and wht I got , was false hope .
And those hopes tore my heart apart . I'm really fucking sad nao , since I dun mean
anyth, why not we just end this ?
Th decision 6thmonths ago, was correct .
We shldnt even be back tgt right ? I know this tooweell ,
before any more heartbreak comes , perhaps we shld just end
this alrd . End my torment , end my pain .
Move on and did a better one , aft all, we ain't anyth .

{Edited }
Mood's better ^^ , Decided not to pay to lipservice alrd :) .
Nowadays , damn crazeh over SHINee , T-ara :D .
Elaboration on whole day bah :
- Woke up @ 6 , did my usual drills :D .
- Went to school , sat in class , :D ( No assembly (Y) ) .
- Had N.E quiz ( Waste Of time (N) . ) Heard end of month , stalls will be closed -'-
- Thn had , "recess" , Listened tcher crapped x.x .
- Aft tht , went tiong w : Ndrea,sheena,Meilia,Lijun,Weiting,Lck :D .
- Mac , Comics , Mos burger , Niwa Sushi , 6thfloor , Playground :D .
- Went back schl w Lijun , her mum fetch her home .
- Throw water and rubbish into canal , to disturb fish .
- Went home :D .
Anw , when @ schl , thomas damn funny ,
ride skadeboard . LOL .
Alrights , nth alrd .
SHINEE & TARA HUAT <3 !
Buai tiongxims :D .

-Youre no longer so impt .
Cus i wun pay for ur lipservice ; anymore .
Thanks for tearing my heart into a million pieces , Appreciated :D .