`/ I want so much to hang on , but can i ?



Heyhs , imma back to blogging .
This is gna be a long and lengthy post .
Woke up , did my usual drills , waited for baby's sms .
Went to schl w him , packed files and stuff .
Assembly was in class , thn pack files agn . Thanks Hazarina , Lijun and meilia fr th help . Aft tht , had recess , thn slacked lessons all th way .
Most boring was IH . th only extra tcher , see shrek dao i kun . Thn ,
miss teo oso come , oso extra :@ . bt we still use phone :D .
aft tht , end of schl , went mac , buy takeaway ,
go Baby house play :D . Thn i go kun awhile , thn dumb pierson come wake me .
thn see th boys play duel master , some x-box .
Thn me sheena and lck play Monkey . Funn :D .
Aft tht , Joined meilia , Lijun & Ndrea watching Suju and SHINee songs :3 .
Thn meilia & ndrea went home , left some of th girls .
thn Pierson made spoil smth , made baby damn angry . LOL ..
thn yah . Baby brought me home , thn went down see him awhile .
smth happened , stuffs . cried .
He wiped my tears , and was like comforting .
Maybe transfing schl though . some people would be happy .
but srsly , dun give a damn alrd . tmrw :
X-Country , dun feel like gng and running .
Most probably gng alone . LOL . i know its rare .
Maybe gng to get MC bahs . Haiz .
No mood nwadays .

- I waited fr 6months , nw tht we're back ,
so many stuffs' are happening . Im srsly quite happy thou .
U were alwd thr , but when im gone . it might be better .
sometimes , i see u carrying on happily without me .
Im hurt , cus i know u can live w/o me . but i cant .
I can only blame myself fr being such a fool .
I know im insecure and stuffs , but ure like th first person to luv me ,
and taught me to luv . but i know , it will be gone ..
Right ? Its been 285 days , since our luv began .
Maybe its ending soon . but i rly hope , it wun hurt .