Hellohello :D ,
Imma back to blogging ,
This few days quite emo actually ): .
Haiz , it seems tht people arnd me ,
Actually hate me :C . So many people are with that beetch nao ,
Haiz , Felt like ending my life .
Cus it srsly sucks . I know those people that were really concerned .
Like Veon , Eunice , Sheralynn , i know i can always fall back to them .
Confide into them . and they would alw comfort and gib me advice .
I know that all too well , but these people , will never be th ones to be able ,
to go with me thru every single day .
I know my greatest fear is to be alone ,
But i've seen too much , known too much .
That if it isnt my destiny to acquire people as frens , i cant fight agaisnt destiny frens right ?
My guy went to Malaysia dunno where .
Went w his family , without him , idk who to seek comfort .
With out his warm re-assuring words , im feeling so lost :C .
I realised , i depended too much on him , tht if he goes ,
Im gonna be left with a broken heart . Im so afraid really .
Afraid of the word afraid .
Afraid of being alone .
Afraid of facing my fears ,
Afraid of what the next day would bring ,
whether good or bad .
Afraid of living my life ,
AFraid of being judge .
Why do i have so many fears ?
Can anyone tell me ? :C .
Boy , i miss you so .
I really miss u , i wish ure right hre w me ,
Giving me ur warm embrace , letting me fall on you .
Haiz . Nth else to say .
Bai for nao , tiongxims .
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